January 2010
I wrote this in 5th grade.
She cried those tears late that night and after awhile hoped to die.
She never felt this way before, until they all walked out the door.
She felt so much fear, she could barely hear herself speak.
She felt the cold and tried to be bold, with so many things she had not told, and now she must stay on hold.
It felt as if she could not feel, it felt as if it couldn’t be real.
And again, so...
On My Own-The Used.
Everyone in the world should listen to this song. It’s beautiful. It pretty much sums up the way I feel every single day of my life.
“See all those people on the ground Wasting time I try to hold it all inside But just for tonight The top of the world Sitting here wishing The things I’ve become That something is missing Maybe I… But what do I know And now it seems that I...
Time can heal most anything.
I’m so tired of feeling alone.
“I am moving through the crowd
Trying to find myself
Feel like a guitar...”
– No One-Aly and Aj.
They seriously need to hurry up with their new album. The wait is making me insane. :D
“I’m trying to say this right, been rehearsing this all night.
And I have...”
– New Classic (acoustic version)-Drew Seeley
I have had this song stuck in my head ALL DAY.
“Your life plays out on the shadows of the wall
You turn the light on to erase...”
– No One-Aly and Aj
:I
I admit it. I don’t know what I want. Most girls don’t. The only difference is i’m the one sitting here admiting it.
“Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of...”
– Judy Garland
“I want to be good enough for someone.,..but how can I be if I’m not even...”
Sometimes, I feel like there’s no one in the world that truly gets me. Not that I’ve met everyone in the world. I’m probably just being dramatic.
I just wish someone could see me for all that I am. As much as I’d hate for my daily facade to be broken, if someone were to see through it, it’d mean…everything. I couldn’t possibly let that person leave my...
I know the drill.
Tmrw’s gonna’ suck. Kinda. Other than the fact that I don’t have to go to school.
I do have to spend most of my day doing school work though. bleeeh.
And at 3:15- the dentist. Worst place you could ever go. No fun at all. I’m not happy about this.
I’d rather just stay home and watch the first season of One Tree Hill :I
"happy new year:]" "....."
Is it so wrong of me to still want that friendship to be there?
I guess I get why he wouldn’t want to talk to me anymore, I hurt him. but we were friends (since 5th grade!) before he ever claimed to be “in love with me.”
This isn’t all my fault. Maybe the way I dealt with it wasn’t completely correct, but i’m trying. I don’t want to be selfish,...